I feel so lost.

I honestly don’t wanna live anymore. If my mom didn’t rely on me so much, I would be gone. Just like that. Its amazing how one second, one decision, one thought could determine the fatality of someones life. Its amazing how fragile life is. If i am going to be stuck on this earth, I will at least make something out of it. I will be kind, always. No matter what, I will treat people with respect. Everyone deserves this. You never know exactly what someone is going through, so no matter what they will still get my kindness and respect. Also, one day I will find something to do to honor my dad. Something that he can look down on and be proud of me.